By Krysten Clark
I remember
feeling very lost, unsure of where I was going, and frankly, a bit broken. It was 2010 and after going through a
painful divorce, following a troubled and dark marriage, I needed SOMETHING. My boyfriend at the time, now fiancé,
(bless his heart) had bought me a Yoga DVD for Christmas. I popped it in, and was intrigued but
discouraged because I didn’t feel like I was doing the postures right and
wasn’t feeling the benefits I heard you were supposed to have. I disheartedly commented, “Maybe I just
need to take a class.” That was
just the beginning of the healthiest relationship I have ever had…my Yoga
practice.
I remember how
it was for me when I first started.
First of all, I SUCKED, which surprised me greatly. Well, this turned out to be very
challenging but I kept pressing on day after day. Physically, I adapted and my body started to change, but
really the true change was far more dear and precious-and completely
unexpected, a sense of love and self worth.
I thought I
had loved myself before my practice.
But it showed up for me in different destructive ways. I didn’t really value myself or my
body. I ate and drank what I
wanted and didn’t really think of any consequences. I was very self gratifying but again, not in a nourturing
way. What happened for me
during the times that I forced myself to take a Yoga class and push myself
through my excuses, is I started to actually show up for MYSELF. Day by day, moment to moment, I
realized so much about who I am and what I have to offer. I started to feel a true sense of
gratitude for life and for whom I chose to fill it with. I started to truly love myself and care
about the choices that I made and demand more for myself. I can’t even begin to express how Yoga
has helped shaped me into the woman that I am proud to be today.
The reason why
I tell my story is because we all have a story. Most of us can identify with some dark or currently dark
times. Many of us can relate to
feeling stuck, alone, un-nourtured, broken, unwanted, etc etc. Yoga to me, was the greatest gift that
found its way into my heart. And I
want to share it with some women that may or may not ever have the opportunity
to experience.
I, along with
my amazing Team, am putting together a Healing and Yoga Retreat to benefit 20
women from Haven Hills Shelter who are victims of Domestic Violence. The retreat itself will be a 2 day/1
night stay in beautiful Topanga Canyon in a quiet and scenic B&B. They will experience guided Yoga and
Meditation, healthy organic meals, workshops, group therapy with professionals,
connection to nature, hiking, a “Cooking For Nourishment” class, Reiki, and
other self care/beautifying activities.
For more
information on how to get involved or to make a donation, please visit www.HealTheAbuseRetreat.com
Yoga and
healthy self care brought me so much joy and closer to myself. I want to share with those who need a
little extra love in this world.
Please join us in this beautiful cause and help support and bring
awareness to Domestic Violence. Your support will make such a difference! Namaste.